Sorry. So, So Sorry...

I'm really sorry. Really, really, really sorry but, I'm leaving. I can't afford to be on here anymore. Blogging is taking up too much of my time and I just can't deal with this anymore. There are also personal reasons that I'm doing this but I don't particularly want to go into that.

Star: You were the first person to acknolege my exsistence on here. Thank you so much for being my first ever friend on here. Thank you so much!
Nix: You are one of my bet friends on here, even if I haven't spoke to you as much as I wanted to. I'll never forget the time when you were a regular and those blog wars... *Grins*
Zath: The undying support you've given me has been... Otherworldly. You are amazing. Truly amazing. To know you in an honor and I'm happy that I got to know you.
Mara: Mars, you're amaZayn, brilLiam, 1Dful. You're my awesome little sister. I love you!
Fabi: I remember when I first met you. It was after Christmas when we had gotten wi-fi again and I was thinking, wow, that girl is taking over my job of every second comment! I was very, very jealous! I'll miss you, you crazy, metal bending friend.
Emerald: Emmy, I'll really, really, REALLY miss you! I hope the book goes well and if you kill Leo... Let's just say I'm gonna be really, really angry at you! *Huggles* I'm gonna miss you like Hell!
Chase: I know you're watching over Em and you always will. So in theory, if Emmy sees this, you'll see it too. Chase, you are one of the most amazing people I've ever met. When you were there, it was as if there was more joy around that you brought. If you did that online, I can't begin the fathom what you did to Em's life. You are just wonderful and I thank you so much for being there when you were. I can't even begin to explain what an amazing impact you had on Blogland. I admired you, yes, I actually idolized you. You were too awesome, too brilliant, too... Too wonderful and unreal. When you left our world, that was one of the hardest days of my life. I'll never forget it. Please, keep both eyes on my sister and always be there for her.
Aretha: Ari, you're just so amazing. The way you write is unbelievable. Even Niccolo (who I still swear is someone else) is amazing. You have a brilliant spark inside you and never, ever, ever let anyone tell you otherwise. You're my sister. You always will be.
Luciana: Luce, you've always been there for me, even last night when I was feeling like crap, you told me I was perfect, that I couldn't be anymore perfect. Thank you. So, so much. *Huggles*
Jubi: Remember BTD when I dared you to be Derek? That was awesome. Just brilliant. You're so amazing, so funny, so... *Thinks of words* You're too perfect for words. My friend is going to kill you for your TARDIS pen. Just thought I'd warn you.
Trip: I really felt like making a pun at you're name just there. I know I shouldn't but I did. Okay, now I should delete that and tell you how amazing, how perfect, how brilliant you are but you don't need to know. You already know. Even if I haven't told you every time I see you, I always think: Wow, isn't he just amazing?
Brad: Oh, Brad Wood. The first time I met you, you claimed to be the stalker Supreme. Scary. Scared my sh*tless. But now you've changed into an amazing person I'm proud to call my friends. You wouldn't believe how many times I've brought you up in conversation at school. My friends idolize you. Freaky, huh?
Brave: Dude, you are epic. I remember when you emailed me after everyone else was picking on you because I was standing up for you. I remember how your writing changed from the very first time I met you to now and it's just... Outstanding!
Zaffy: When I'm gone, you're gonna have to take over the sea. You can be the new Poseidon, I give you the sea now, Zaffy's sea, see? Heh, sorry, I couldn't resist. Anyway, thank you so much for being there, for collabing with me (I'll probably still post on the MC... If you guys want me to...) and our chapter can never be beaten. If it is, we'll need to make another one! You are just, pure awesomeness squashed into this girl I call my sister. How can all that amazingness fit in you? There's not enough room... *Pokes*
Misti: You're just... Wow. I can't even begin to describe what an impact you've been on my life. You're just too brilliant... *Shakes head in disbelief*
Niccolo: I swear, come back. Don't let little Alice take over. Fight it. You know you can!!!! And you are not a puppet. You. Are. Real. Like Aretha! You are amazing, even if I can't believe that you're just a name and a profile pic. You're so amazing and sweet and kind and amazing and sweet and kind and amazing and sweet and kind and amazing and sweet and kind and amazing and sweet and kind and I think you get the picture and kind.
Thrusty (or what-ever you decide to change your name to): You're amazing. Never let it change. Ever. Or I will come over and kill you with a purple Santa hat.
Val: Oh my, I thought I was insane... But watching you...? Oh dear Lord... What has SP done to you? You should really try out for the Valkyrie audition! That'd be amazing! Just like you! *Hugs*
Ieni: You're Jepic, need I say more?
Sparky: Hell, I know you'll probably never see this but I'm sorry. For that time with Lynx. If there's something that I can ever do for you... Please lemme know. You're brilliant, amazing, awesome and just... *Is lost for words*
Missy: Oh my God, are you the insanest little nutter or what? You're like the little sister I've always wanted! So beautiful and amazing and I'm gonna have to get new words soon... (Add words of awesomeness here ----->)
Lav: When you left was one of the most saddening days of my life. You were/are so brilliant and just... So joyous! I'll miss you!
(Oh crap. I've started crying...)
Rhy: Hey, I'm so sorry I don't know you better but from what I've gathered so far... You're  incredible, marvelous, stunning, surprising,unbelievable, wonderful...
Ducky: I can't believe we got stuck in a giant clam shell... *Shakes head* Only your epicness could've done that. Quack! Quack! Quack! *Grins and bows*
Eden: I know you probably don't feel the same but at the Requiem Ball, that was the time I first fell in love with you. You are so amazing, so kind and caring... You just astounded me. I know this sounds corny but, I love you and I don't think I ever have stopped loving you. (There. Said it.) This is unbelievably hard to do, to tell you that and then leave. You're amazing. I love you.
And for everyone else whom I didn't mention: You are all so brave and fantastic. Thank you all for being there for me when I needed it, for putting up with my crazy mood-swings and for saving my life. I can never repay you, no matter how much I might try. Thank you. I will never forget my time on the blog and I'll never forget any of you.

Katie, don't cry
I know you're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we share
Ocala is calling
And you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes
Nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky
It's not mine, but I want it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there
And you're probably hanging out and making eyes
While across the room he stares
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance
She'll say yes, because these words were never easier
For me to say or her to second guess
But I guess that I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped to find in every single way
And everything I will give is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home
You're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay
Cause I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet and I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there
And you're probably hanging out and making eyes
While across the room he stares
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance
She'll say yes, because these words were never easier
For me to say or her to second guess
But I guess that I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable at best

And this'll be the first time in a week that I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Cause I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
I know he's there
And you're probably hanging out and making eyes
While across the room he stares
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance
She'll say yes, because these words were never easier
For me to say or her to second guess
But I guess that I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best